cloudy sunday

today
i am alone again
hmm
i'm really need peace
haa
may be
may be

actually
i am wondering
how should i pretend again tomorow?
i'm really afraid to go the place
facing the people
it's getting more and more strangers

and i am trying to
make someone leave me
this is the way in order to make someone hopeless
please don't be that
it's not worth

life is always filled with obstacles
as i know
as you know too
and it was really a huge hit
to my spirit
i was totally waken up
for not always being innocent


when i thought i am okay enough
it's not really what i think
i am still on the way to get out from that

where is my confidence ?
haa
i really lost

sometime i rather shut up
not because of i am a coward
but i just don't want to argue
it's useless
i need peace and quiet
it's the way
i love my family

i prefer stay at home
as it's the only place i can live well
i have my dad and mom
that always protect and love me
and never hurt me

may be
in their eyes
i am still a small gurl
that will never grow up
may be
they never realise that
their daughter is sad because of something
as i always play my character well
being responsible on my studies

i have to pretend
but now
i was tired,very

just leave some time
for me to recover