exhausted

i am tired,very tired
i am not sure of everything
life is sarcastic?
i afraid of having this kind of mind
it's just making my world darker

I know you hurt too but what else can we do? Tormented and torn apart?
haa
i'm really entirely lost
lonely and afraid
of every affairs that come to me
everything is just not really as sincere,as genuine as before

to someone:
may be i am just too sensitive or else
but i know how deep the hurt will be
i don't want anyone beside me to get it
sorry if i have made this problem out

from the beginning
i am always the one who doesn't know everything
is this really for my own good?
may be
i rather to hide everything instead of facing woes
i have no courageous anymore
whoa~~~~~~~~
as what i do now
live as usual
making myself as busy as i can
alright?
yeah
i am extremely busy every week and everyday

woohoo!!!
i went fitness first
exercising and dancing
it's really much more enjoying than i have nothing to do
very relax
i was totally sweated out
it's really not bad
hohooho

and
someone i want to mention
he is really irritating and annoying dude!!!
mr S from 5 sc2
i guess some of you will know who is him
please
don't think yourself are very mature
and never put everyone in your eyes
what i want to tell you is
YOU ARE TOTALLY NOT!!!
don't making me point out in front of you please....


i think i am showing what the chinese said
''xi nu ai le''
haha
o.O am I ?

I wish I could carry the smile in my heart

For times when my life feels so low

It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring when today doesn't really know

日子再苦还是要过，加油呗！！！

我会很努力地加油=）哈哈