who can ever tell me?

i am ....
i don't know what should i write
certain thing,
i just can't control it with the power i hold
sigh,it's the only thing i could do

is the effect of tension in my spirit?
I feel the stress,but this time,
i don't even get a way to get rid of it

it's a stop watch,perhaps
there will be a halt when the time is over
and,should I ask
when it will be stopped?
haa
see...
i'm not really in a clear mind
i speak the words that i don't even understand

I am not alone,but single
it's what my dear friend tries to tell me
I got the idea,literally
it's being a remark in my mind
so now,I always try my best to live better
I did it!=D

and,i know
the disturbed mind that i am having now will not last longer
it will fade away soon,
maybe later,tomorow or after two days

let me take a breath,
a deep deep breath
I feel it,
I am just thinking non-sense,
I lose my confidence in humanity again,
the wound inside my heart will recover one day later,
i strongly believe it!

hold me please,so that i will not like a little girl who gets lost again....
I wish I could do it well and better,I wish....
I wish I always do it in a right way and not let myself lost....

Gimme energy so that i enrich my life and lead a blissful life!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

*woahh*
I feel better now=D
promise,I will enlighten my day with happiness
weeee~

today,
i am going to learn parking
and seminar at kasturi with my dear friends=)

GOD bless
*whispering*
And,my friends,
I love everyone of you =D