Burden

When something valuable is given to you,you'll never try to appreciate it.Yes,she is me.

My dad,my mom,my grandmom and my uncle.They love me unconditionally by offering what I need.Sometimes,it's a burden to me.How if I can't repay what they have sacrificed to me in the future?

The only little things is I'm still managed to make them proud with my excellent result.
My grandmom and uncle are tradition people.There's a gap in thinking between me and them.So,there'll be a conflict if I voice out my mind.In front of them,I just act like a little girl who is extremely cheerful and innocent.(I enjoy being anyway,hahaha...)I love to see their smiley faces and have jokes together.
Chinese ladies,even men always like to gossip and compare.I was very beh tahan staying among them and run away as fast as I could if I was trapped in their topic.awws!And so,my grandmom always promote me,in front of everyone.Then I will be overwhelmed with:"wahh,so panai wor you!not so easy worr!...."kind of their praise to me.Normally,I just slighty smiled and "xim" to another place.
Due to this kind of promotion,I have a must to maintain the excellence till the day I graduate.

My parents are always the understanding one.The most touching was my dad and mom even spoke to me:"Girl,you don't have to push yourself too hard,I don't need your money in future,not so worry.As long you feel happy."They knew how hard I study at home.

They don't want to let me go oversea and said it tongue in cheek:"We're not afford please,just study at local..."I insisted,I want it anyway.
Sorry daddy mommy.I need freedom.I don't want to be a protected little girl anymore.I want to make myself steady enough.

So,noone will knows what's gonna happen in my future,I will do my best to gain the chance.
God has HIS own plan for me,which promising the best future.

Cheers:)

*switch on peace button*
Mind in peace,out craps:)