she is dead

yes.I'm dead physically and mentally.
My car became a bacon today when I drove back from my college along the congested federal highway.
A car collided the rear part of my car,and the momentum made me colliding the lorry in front of me.
I cried,for quite a long time.
Part of it,I was in the state of shock.
And the rest part,it's a gift from my parents.
Within a few months time,it was destroyed in this way.

Daddy,Mummy.
I don't really know how much I love both of you,but I do really know how much I'm loved.

I was very sad and weak.
Will disappear for these two days.I need a spiritual break,desperately.