Joy In bitterness.

Things made me to be back to Sunway Medical Centre again.
My grandmom is admitted to hospital.
Today, I left all my classes and fetch her to the place.
A place where my dreams used to blossom over there.
To be the part of the group, who saves life.

I stared at my grandmom.
She's getting older but still have to pick the burdens up.
She still has to work everyday and ignore us who have been worrying her very much.
I know.I do really know what're you thinking about.
I could feel your burdens.
My parents,my uncles,my siblings are all worrying.
But what to do?
Life.Old-traditions.
I wish you could understand me.
Take my suggestion and go travelling around the world.

Phewss.Craps.
I miss the days spending time alone in the bookshop and read.
Eveything is in silent mode.

看见医生儿子的那一册照片
原来 我出国的梦想 依然还是那么强烈
原来 我还是很抗拒 背负太重的负担
原来 我很向往自由
也许 有时候 我并不是那么地坚强
也许 像现在这个时候
我应该大哭一场 大笑一场 大喊一场
可是 却有心无力了
也许 累了吧 

庆幸 精神依然还在
苦中也该学会作乐吧

亲爱的爱仪
加油