Recovering.

Yesterday wasn't a good day in my life.Emotional took over my spirit and I rejected everything.

I hate everything and I let my faith went away with demons.The evil spirit simply came and conquered me.

I was weak and so,I pleased the demons.

The entire night I couldn't sleep well or should be said I got insomnia.

So I thought,I saw the photos in my phone.(the reason why I like to capture smiley)

I prayed to God.Anyhow,I felt it's just simply kind of my imagination.

God wasn't here.What for I am doing this huh?

So the night went through with the destructed faith and anxiety.

Yet.This morning I felt the existence of God.

I wondered how and why.

I recalled yesterday night when I barely fell asleep,I dreamed a dream.

It's a sweet dream where the dream has been recovering my destructed hopes lately.

God wanted to tell me that even I lost everything,but He will still leave me a sheer bliss blessings.

This is the real Him.He did everything in silence for me.

I couldn't get what I'm hoping for though.But,the dream should be enough.

I'm able to smile today.Haha.

The photos with my friends,with my family have been an energy to me.

For me not to give up and stop myself being faithful.

For me to smile when I feel I am not ok at all.

Yes.The powerful energy are stored in the photos.

Just only two days I'm not with both of you.Now,I started to miss both of you.Aiks.

I wanted to tell both of you many many things.

Ker Ling and Harry.

I believed that God sends them to me,as a blessing,as the guide for us together to grow in His faith.

Our blessings for each other:)

And this BIG children.Hahaha.

He's like our big brother,protecting us.

So that's why making me getting more like a small little girl and a big bully now.

I just like to pakat with Ker Ling to bully him.Aiks.

We are the perfect partner ever to bully him.

Hahaha.

And so.

Life's still going on.

I promised.

I will repent.

Loves,Faith,Purified spirit,Smiley,Filial Piety,Appreciation,Peace,Blessings,Hopes.

Cheers:)