Freedom

Eventually,the day came.My Final Exams ended!Hehee.
*awww!Freedom!!*♥
I don't feel to recall such TORTURING EXPERIENCE of the very first time after my SPM.I was pressured by load of stress.It became my nightmare and caused insomia.I couldn't figure it out-the right thinking to not so stress.My mind was overwhelmed with this:"Fail?You are under scholarship worr..or the worse..If you fail,you get to pay 1700bucks..."All this craps was cramping my mind.*Bphuuuu...* Can you imagine someone was holding her book for whole day long,and that lasted 7days,didn't do any thing except than eating,sleeping,but just read,and for the last two days she was holding a tissue box,making a heap of "wan tan"?Sounds so lifeless right?Aiks.
I promised I won't be that anymore in the entire of my life.Grrr...

And actually there's some changes in my life now.It's all about the PASSION-The zest for life:)

When you're weak,you feel frustrated,you feel alone and is like you're abandoned.You would rather break all the connection to the world.You thought noone will understand you or perhaps you thought there's no point to seek help from someone else as regarding this matter,the only thing you can do is you help yourself.or as a Christian,ask from God.I am kind of these people.
Anyhow.When reading an encouraging message from a friend,I grinned spontaneously-the sincere smiley deep from heart.I wondered:"What's the problem now huh you?I'm just a tiny one,I'm just nothing to you,not even being a close friend to you,but why huh? "But.Now I think I know why.The zest of you:)

Some of my friends refused to believe the existence of God.They believe their own perspective in life-Reality.Make sense? I gotta impress that,Religious works well in your life.I believe that there's an equality in every religion,as long as it shapes your own thinking,just go ahead despite of discriminating others religion.

In life,I was given the chance to know Jesus.To me,He is a silent Father.He heals all the time.I am pretty not sure how deep my christianity is,to be frank,I wonder His existence sometime.Sometime yes,sometime no.Instead of showing off of how christian I am,I set myself in a goal,to do what am I supposed to do,to cheer whatever comes to my life,to appreciate everyone who I know,to be faithfully trust Him,His plan.Words is done by action,but not to boost about.

I grow tremendously in spiritual since I know God.Life isn't a big deal to live in as long as you are willing to widen your sight,your heart and your mind.Don't judge.Learn to smile in every failure instead of blamming or imputing to someone.

Figure it out yourself.

Time to sleep peeps.
Good Night.

Loves,
Iyee