Being the middle.

I wondered how could time pass that fast,arhuhh?!..today is already Sunday morning.Yesterday I had a really awesome day with bunch of entertaning friends.I was actually doing my assignment at home yesterday ,and I was invited to join 5 outings of different group of friends.If I were the Supa Semangat like before,I'm surely saying yes without any hestitation.Somehow,I didn't decide to go any outings with any of my friends.But then,some of them were just too persuasive enough to pushing me outward from the "inner anti-social-ing world".At the end, I managed to join 3 outings in the afternoon.Hmmm.Main point?hehe.I actually realised a little message that God was trying to send to me.

Okay,my first outing-CZ fellowship outing.Wei-Li was really a kind leader for all of us,she is an outgoing girl who are few years older than me.She had actually texted everyone in her CZ group since last Saturday whether able to come out for our weekly fellowship.I was feeling like"no,we actually have no much topic to talk to.".So,instead of going,I gave excuses that I was still doing my assignment as I didn't feel to go,I rather spare my time to complete the compilation of my economics power point slides.Surprisingly,she called me and asked me for the "real"reason.(even I had already texted her that I was hectic with my assignments so won't be able to meet her up) I think she noticed that's only my excuse.So,she came to my house and fetched me to Old Town Tmn Midah.Eunice and Alvin were there too.That scenery(once I saw them)woke me up from the anti-social-ing world.I was smiling like I was a little girl.Haha.Where else I can find such a nice friend huh?Hmm.I actually had been missing them quite a long time.We discussed quite a lot about the spiritual and our attitudes toward difficulties.Some words from Eunice impressed me.She said I'm thoughtful.I was like the one who doesn't talk so much but actually my brain effectively processing what everyone has been saying,listening patiently.My eyes were flooded with tears.It's true that I always talk less than usual when I was with them.The thing made me touching was,they know me the most eventhough I don't speak much,especially Eunice and Alvin.And, thing depends how we build relationship with God.This saying is very true.I should have understood it earlier.
Still the warmest welcome I could have from them.

My colleagues(tuition centre's) house.She organized an open house for us.I got to know the previous tutor aka my senior who was working as part time there before.They mostly came from a middle family.(from the side of wealth)Some completed form6 at SMJK Yu Hua and are waiting result,one is studying in UPM,one is studying in Uni Nottingham,one is studying in UCSI.They are actually quite independent instead of relying/expecting any monetary support from their family.I wasn't very close to them,yet I feel, that's my pleasure to know them,a good tutor.(especially two of the guys who children always complained/compliment them,too strict and too "funny" enough).

The last-Ashley's house(nearly 9.30pm)my college friend who usually car pooling with me.She is very rich.Her house is like the vacation hotel.I was amazed when I entered her house(where usually I only dropped her in front of her house)But,I tell you,I love this friend very much.From the sense of?Her personality and the way she treats her friends.She's from SMK Seri Bintang Utara.So most of her friends growing in a english-educated family.And very funny was,I-phone has become a trend among youth as almost everyone is holding an I-phone.Mmm*nodding head*I was the most outdated one.haha.Her friends are very friendly and humorous.I think that's the reason Ashley appreciate all her friends so much.(Friends and family are important to her).Been knowing her about 5months, she's actually is the one(like me huh?haha) dream of the fullest life.As my parents often limited my outings and freedom and I have a curfew too,I discovered a difference,in between a well-off ,middle and poor family.A child from a rich family they have many freedoms.Reason?Their parents are busy with their own life too.They drink beers,go pub,go prom and can just simply go overnight at friend's house.I have prejudice in this once,but now I know the reason as I get the chance to mingle with them.They are superb nice!hoho.

Sometime,I wasn't meant to expect too much from your guys(my primary school gang).But at least you think,have you guys shown any appreciation to my effort ever?I feel there's none and noone at all.If you have seen this blog post,you just ask yourself how many time have you put me at the corner and doesn't bother to reply my message at all?(not just pointing a person,but everyone of you).Just ask yourself.If you were me,how would you feel.I feel so disappointed and sad to say,I give up to you.

I appreciate being myself,born in a middle family.hehe.
P/s:Aiks.My assignment is kiewlingg me laa.