If I were?(Part 2)

If I were you,how would I be...
I always have this piece of mind.Is it what Eunice called empathy?Just these few days,I had been smiling to those "interesting scene"which I observed when I was alone.Haha.Call it peace..?.I had been trying to empathize everyone beside me.Everyone is actually good at my heart,yes they are good enough as my friends,my parents,my siblings and my family.I wouldn't say I am right when trying to understand/read their mind.But just,kind of feeling inspires/motivates me,as a person who comes to this world, to accomplish what I should have accomplished before I leave and say bye.I smiled.A spontaneous smiley appeared on my face as it was nothing I should worry too much,as it was there are too much awaits me in the future,as it was God's plan is moving forward,as it was I become refreshed.Everyone is assigned different responsibility.

Bringing back to the topic of couple.I have actually been trapped in this issue.I will trust but I refuse to trust just after certain/particular experience either by others or mine.The trend of world is changing,neither girl nor guy will stay together forever(As in the majority cases-divorce).Minority will be exempted from this case.So sarcastic but it's true.Or else,someone pretend to say how much he/she loves someone,including attempt to sacrifice himself/herself to get her/him back.eg:commit suicide.But end up?

I used to love someone very much.I thought he will be mine forever.Notes:I thought.So ironical to repeat this.
But things just get out of control and imagination.Even when I had gotten the deep hurt,I still desperate to request to get the relationship back.Reason?I wondered.Anyhow,I was able to make a conclusion that it wasn't love but a matter of pride.You can show off in facebook that how much you love someone,you can show off to your friend that you finally have found a gf/bf,you can show off you are falling in deep love,it is not love but a matter of pride.

I got this philosophy from my self-experience too.
Love someone,you would not expect too much from him/her,but you would try to understand him/her in anyway.If he/she wanted to go,you wouldn't speak too much but you would respect the decision made.You let go.You would pray for him/her every night before you sleep,even he/she had left.You would still offer the blessings.It's my way.
(Crying?Sian diao liao la..Haha)

Girls,crying is not the way showing affection but idiot.You had tortured both side and you would not get back him or her.Like yesterday.
One of my friend is talking to another friend.:"If you think you still can handle in the future,ok you get back her.But the problem has been existing between both of you since 2years ago,and everytime you broke up because of the same reason.Do you have enough confidence you can face the same problem in the future?"
Perhaps,end up will be the best solution.

What I have been writing seems more on extreme/negative but it's real.
I just wish God will assign me a future where I can encounter more passionate people who always being real but not as complicated as what the moulded life trend and people.Hehe.I am very greedy one...Xp

WeiLi(My Cz leader)Thanks for your message.The prayers will be answered.
:)
Till next,
Loves.