changes of my life

I lost?
it's freaking moody.

my works seem not as smooth as i think
transport is the problem,again
i'm just trying to get peace now
*breathe in deeply*
aiikssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
hahahahaha.sounds crazy.but,I feel more better now!

tuition centre assistant, kindergarten's teacher,popular admin clerk
first.I consider to be a teacher as I really wish to live in a not too complicated ambiance.
they employ me and will be fetching me too.But,my mom afraid of it as I am the only girl in the centre. alright,I understand it.
second,I have no comment with this.
third,today I was interviewed and I made it ! it's at popular main branch which is located near my house.but,I don't like it or feel enjoying the job.
okie . It's not the major problem. I have no choice right now.
I think is better than sitting in the office btw.
I will be working at warehouse to do wrapping ,counting and some paper works.
at least.I can move around. *telling myself * :"cheers la wei !"=D
alright.I agreed to do the job but my mom was telling me after few hours that she found another nearer and better company.
aws.speechless.I know she is for my own good, so I have nothing to say or complain about.
she worried me to drive on the road by myself to popular.so now, I have to find a reason to resign.teach me, anyone?how?I can't just say hi and bye by this.

Honestly,many accidents grabbed a life in just a few seconds,I afraid too.Life is precious,I have dreams that not yet realized. haha.it's turning around my brain,everyday,every second.
aikss.I just wish to solve it as fast as possible.God bless.

driving?I prefer people fetch me la!
my car is gonna back in this week! weees=D
but still,I can't drive it individually.
my parents are going Thailand in this weekend.I have to stay with my dear counsins .
I shall have more patience with it.

I don't like to depend on others , just like now.
really really really realy really really really really really don't like it.

I told my mom:"mom,I miss my school='( "
my mom:"now you realised leh , how good to be a child in a family,need not to worry so much..."
yea.I know it now.

everything will be okie after tonight,I wish.