just can't fit it

my work is ....................................you know what's the feeling of mine now?it is unbearable with most of the workers are foreign workers .aiks

I cried for the first day after reaching home,it's too hard for me.I just can't bear it! I can't !But, I've signed the contract.No matter how much I don't want it,I have to!!!I am trying very hard to fit myself actually.so,I guess I fit it now.I found my buddy there!!!!heyhey,is JOHN*jy* He is a student like me who picks part time job!!! He shared his experience to be a christian.I can feel how much he loves god=D .We have a lot to chat with,it's the most enjoyable moment of the whole day!Today, Cheng Heng called me.He told me a news which made me speechless.Barbarian,please la!!!

I must eat more contents of the bible,I greatly feel that I am not satisfied to be a person that I am supposed to be.

OoiYee!!!!! work hard for that!!!!
ahaha=D
good nites